Sunday, September 05, 2010

rivers of joy

Ok, I started this blog a few days ago and didn't finish because I was tired but I feel that the info is still good so here is a couple paragraphs from the other day...

You know how in the Gospels people were just amazed by Jesus? I mean he just spoke words and they were amazed. If you read my last post, you'll know that in Kenya we talked about being amazed by the work of Christ and how we don't give him enough credit for the work he does. And for some reason tonight I am about to go to bed with an overwhelming list in my head of ways I am amazed by Christ, or things that I'm just thankful for in life.

Jesus was a healer, no doubt about it. And while I maybe have never seen a physical healing, I have seen Jesus heal several broken relationships and stuff like that in my life. Sometimes it took years, but lately I feel like I've been seeing it happen in like super fast motion, like Wolverine healing fast, and it's amazing. Just stuff that has happened that I thought would take a really long time to move past, Jesus has just stitched up so quick so that I can just enjoy the people in my life and not hold on to stuff. I don't know how he does it. Good work Jesus.

And tonight, we had this All-Area worship thing where a bunch of churches got together and had one big worship service, and also took time to meet together in school groups to encourage kids to reach their schools for Christ. That picture is of a whole bunch of Ralston Valley kids praying for their school. It was so scattered and seemingly disorganized, but the youth pastors were able to cast the vision so well and so many kids left tonight pumped about living out their faith at school. Wow. Again, Jesus, mad props to you.

And that's about when I started falling asleep so I stopped writing. But the fact still remains true that I have been in awe of Jesus lately. I mean, I always have, but sometimes I think we really easily forget to give credit to God for what's going on in life, and lately I've been remembering and having my world rocked basically. It's cool. Try it. I dare you.

The past few days have been pretty sweet I must say. On Thursday I got to hang out with Kayanne again, she's pretty great.

That's us after we hiked a sand dune in Peru. No big deal, it's just on a long list of adventures we've had together, which, just as a review, include doing high ropes course things, hitchhiking, blowing out a tire on the highway at night, etc. She's in town for awhile, so hopefully something exciting enough will happen that we can add to the list.

Then Thursday night I relived NOLA days for a bit. My friend Tim bought a house in bad condition that he's gonna fix up and redo and stuff. Right now he's in the demo stage, during which he's essentially gutting the house. So on Thursday a few of us got to help by tearing wood paneling off the studs in the basement. It was funsies, and really took me back to the days of ripping out drywall in houses in New Orleans, as seen in that picture there. Man, I really miss those days.

Then Friday, Beth has 7th block off so she gets out of school early so we went swimming on what was one of the best weather days ever in life ever. That was probably the last summer-type thing I'll do. But then the next thing we did was even better...

See, Bethany borrowed this tandem bike from some people, and her and Bonnie rode it to school that morning. But Bonnie was not a fan so Beth and I went back to the school when it was over to get the bike and ride it home. I had never ridden a tandem bike, and I'm kindof scared of regular bikes as it is. But it was awesome, I must say. All the high school kids were like cheering for us and thought we were so cool for riding it through the school parking lot. Oh man, it was fun. I highly recommend trying one sometime in life. I'm sorry I don't have picture evidence.

Then the rest of the weekend since then has been filled with hanging out with people, including all the kids back in town for college, and it's way fun.

I'm just very thankful to God for all the people in my life. I feel so incredibly blessed. So many people to see this weekend, then my parents visit next weekend, then Jen visits the weekend after that!! Wow, so great.

Life's not perfect, but I'm loving it anyway. I love these rivers of joy...

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

The Kenya Story

For those of you that don't know, I recently returned from leading a group from church on a mission trip to Kenya. It was an incredible experience, so here is my attempt to put in to words what it was like. It's pretty long, but I like writing, and I loved the trip, so.....enjoy!

The Beginning

Things got off to a rocky start for us. When we got to the airport, we were informed that Sophie could not travel with us because her passport expired in less than six months. By about a week. And apparently Kenya won't let you in if that's the case. Whoops. However, God was still in control. Sophie got a new passport a couple days later, flew out the day after that and met us in Kenya. And pretty soon we barely remembered anything went wrong.

The Safari

We started out the trip with a two day Safari at Amboseli National Park, which was pretty awesome. We stayed at a place called Kibo Safari Camp, where we slept in permanent tents I guess you could call them. They had beds and a toilet and everything though, so we were by no means roughing it.

That's Stephanie and me outside our tent-hut thing. And for some reason the camp had a man come around and do 6am wake-up calls, whether you asked for it or not. It was pretty weird and a little scary the first day.

From the camp we went out on four different "game drives" in these cool van things with pop-up roofs.

We saw all kinds of animals, I could barely believe we were really there right in the middle of them all. Lots of zebras and wildebeests and gazelles and water buffalo and flamingos and tons of elephants. The elephants were my favorite.

We also saw the occasional lion or warthog or hippo or giraffe, but those were much less frequent. And I was pretty content most of them time just driving through the park being in awe of God's creation and the fact that I was in Africa. It was pretty amazing.

Also as part of the Safari, we made a stop to visit a Maasai tribe.

It was kind-of cool, we saw them dance and do their singing deal, as well as make fire without matches and stuff, but it was kind-of a rip-off too. They made us each pay $20 to come see their tribe, which just seemed weird. And then at the end they try to sell you souvenir type stuff for outrageous prices. Not cool. But oh well, I guess it was a cool experience.

The Story of Tumaini

After the Safari we headed out on the four-ish hour drive to the Tumaini Shamba, which is the Swahili word for farm.

Tumaini Ministries currently has two properties just outside of Nairobi. One is the shamba, and the other is the home for the children. I guess now is as good as time to take a moment to explain what Tumaini is and how it all started (to the best of my knowledge)...

About ten years ago, a Kenyan woman named Eunice moved to Denver from the East Coast, and because of several different circumstances, her and her two children ended up homeless. Eunice and her family found help from the Denver Rescue Mission (they're great), as well as Mile High Ministries. During this time, Eunice began to feel a calling from God to go back to her home country to help the many children left orphaned by AIDS or abandoned by their parents.
After months of prayer and study, Eunice sensed that God was calling her to return to Kenya to start an orphanage yet, not an orphanage: rather, a home for children who have become orphans.
-Tumaini Web Site
In June of 2004, the Tumaini Children's Home began. Today, Tumaini is bursting at the seams with over 50 children in a house made for about 40.

But these kids are taken care of so well. It truly is a home, and they really are a big family. These kids are not waiting to be adopted or placed in another home. They have found their home--or really, their home has found them.

Before I continue to talk about how amazing Tumaini is, let me explain where Tumaini is going. As I said before, Tumaini currently has the home and the Shamba in two different towns. The eventual plan is to have all of Tumaini located at the 50 acre Shamba. One of the first building projects at the Shamba was the guest huts, where we stayed.

When we arrived at this hut area, Levi (our volunteer coordinator) told me that this was one of the most peaceful places on earth. He was right. The huts are tucked in a small corner of the Shamba, and it's just a beautiful and well-kept little area. I loved it. Although I think we probably disturbed the peace from time to time with our intense card games or soccer juggling.

But anyway, the next building on the Shamba was just finished while we were there, and it is the baby rescue center.

When you hear the stories of the little kids we played with, ages 1-7, you'll find that most of them were abandoned at just days or weeks old. But because Tumaini is over capacity, they cannot take anymore kids. That's where the rescue center comes in. Now they will be able to take in babies, take very good care of them, and place many of them in children's homes or with families.

Eventually, the plan is to build several different cottages on the Shamba and have all of the kids live there. Then they will be able to have around 200 kids as opposed to just 50. However, Levi and others continued to stress to us that it won't be an institution. The kids will most likely be placed in cottages and given a "mom" or "auntie," and each cottage will function almost like a separate family. The kids at Tumaini are not just numbers. They are individuals who are loved and cared for, and Eunice wants that to continue even as they grow.

Eunice's story is pretty incredible. God is using her in big ways to change lives in Kenya. We were incredible privileged to be a small part of this story...

Being a part of the story

Sometimes when people hear about a mission trip to a foreign country, they think building a house or a church or something. We knew from the start this one would be different. As we prepared for this trip throughout the semester, we knew we wanted to just humble ourselves before God and let him guide us completely. We knew we wanted in some way to be a part of God's justice work in the world. At one of our first meetings together as a team, we created this as our purpose statement for Kenya:
We are going to Kenya to serve the Tumaini orphanage because we want to love, serve, and learn from our brothers and sisters in Christ there.
Looking back now, I believe, by the grace of God, we did just that and more.

Work

Let's start with some of the "work" we did. We were there at an opportune time to help, as several finishing touches were being made on the rescue center, as well as around the farm to prepare it for everyone who would be there for the dedication, which took place a few days after we left.

First, we painted the rocks (zebra style) that line the drive up to the building...

Let's get a closer look...

I forgot my hat that morning. So I improvised. The final product looked like this...

Apparently they were super impressed with our work, so that's fun.

After painting, mostly just some cleaning was required. And what cleaning means is scraping red Kenyan mud off of every surface using brushes. It was...tedious. But that's ok. We scraped dirt off of the walkway rocks...

Don't I look so excited to be doing that? We also scraped dirt off of rocks and walls. And Stefan and Barry thought it would be funny to leave this small section unscraped...

Hopefully it's etched there forever. We also did some mopping and cleaning walls on the inside. And one day we did some landscaping outside the gates to make the entrance look pretty for all the guests that would be coming for the dedication.

Most of us wanted to do some work on the farm too, so we got put to work digging up potatoes in the potato field one day.

Fun times, but I don't really think I'm cut out for potato picking.

Barry also helped out our friend George one day with the pigs. George is a great guy. I met him the first day I was at the farm wandering around. His life is a great witness to Christ, as he works such a humble job with a servant's heart because he knows the greater good of what he's doing.

Two of the pigs had babies while we were there, so we made frequent trips to visit George and the piglets.

And...that was about the extent of our physical labor, but we were glad to be able to contribute.

The Kids

Most of the rest of the time, we played with the kids. My first experience with them was the first day we went to the school.

The school was a close walk from the Tumaini home, so a couple days we would walk the lunches over for the kids and then play with them there the rest of the afternoon, usually in this open dirt field. The actual classrooms were up the hill. We loved seeing our Tumaini kids at the school, and met some other not so well behaved kids there who were pretty crazy, but we love them too. The kids were just all over us--playing with hair, holding our hands, sitting on our laps, everything. And they loved being in pictures.

And then they loved seeing the pictures, and taking pictures, and then we had to put the cameras away. But it was fun while it lasted.

I loved playing at the school, mostly because we always ended up playing a soccer game. So the first kid I will tell you about is my soccer buddy Sevia.

Sevia is not a Tumaini kid, so I don't know his story or where he comes from, but we just bonded over our love of soccer. By the second time we went to the school, he was forming teams and said we were on the same team. He must have been watching the world cup a lot, because whenever he scored a goal, we would have a big celebration. And whenever he missed or messed up, he would jokingly collapse to the ground. He was entertaining and he knew it.

Sevia speaks great English, and one of my favorite quotes from happened when a little 3 year old girl was crying and he says, "Hey man, why you cryin?" We quoted him on that the rest of the trip. We got to play one last game with him the day we left, and after giving out water as part of our victory celebrations, we said our good-byes.

Ok in reality, we didn't actually say good-bye because once school is over the kids basically scatter. But I will most likely not forget my boy Sevia, or him yelling my name across the soccer field.

After school we would go hang out at Tumaini with the kids for a little longer and had our afternoon chai, while the kids had their porridge or yogurt or some unknown substance in a plastic cup at little plastic tables with little plastic chairs.

Our first Sunday there, we went to church near Tumaini and then went and spent the rest of the afternoon with the kids. That day is memorable to me for two reasons.

One, that's the day I met my friend Kimani.

Kimani is a special kid; he has cerebral palsey. I noticed him that day sitting on a chair and thought to myself, Jen would love him. (As in Jen Fogleman, she works with special kids). And then I thought, wow, I love him. So I eventually made my way over to him and sat next to him. And then pretty much never wanted to leave. He was a little feisty that day--he kept grabbing my arm and digging his nails in, and he even bit me once or twice. But I just sat there and let him play with my hand and my watch and my bracelet. That's usually what we did as friends.

One day Sophie and I got to ride along to go pick him up at his school. He goes to a school in Nairobi that has a program disabled kids, which I was pleasantly surprised to hear existed and seemed pretty good too. We went to his classroom with the Tumaini driver who takes him to and from school everyday. He was so excited to see Samwell the driver. Then Samwell, knowing that me and Kimani were bff, handed him off to me and called me Auntie, which is what they call the women at Tumaini. I loved that moment. I felt super honored to be in his life.

I'm not sure if he ever knew who I was or recognized me or anything, but I love that kid. And I love that he is part of the family. The other kids call him by name, they bring him things and they love on him, even though he tries to grab their heads if they come near. That's Kimani.

The other thing I'll remember about that Sunday was that I got to see how well the Mommas or Aunties, as well as a couple Uncles, love on these kids. They are not just employees, they're part of the family. The are so loving and caring and nurturing, and it was so incredible to watch. They were jump roping with the girls or having little conversations or joking around or wiping noses all the time. They are why those kids are going to grow up as strong and loving individuals. The kids are so well loved. I thank God for them.

One day of our trip we went to visit the Nairobi Children's Home, which is the state run orphanage. While the staff there is loving as well, it was just a very sad and dark place. There were a few smiling faces, but mostly the kids were sad and quiet and sick, and all they wanted to do was lie on us.

Levi kept telling us that Eunice is not allowed to go there anymore because she would always want to take every single one of them to Tumaini. Several of the Tumaini kids did come from that home originally. It's not meant to be a permanent place to stay. Those kids are sent to other homes or possibly adopted, but they just live in a very sad state there, mostly due to lack of funding.

Tumaini is like a different world compared to Nairobi Children's Home. It made me even more thankful for the work they do. The kids at Tumaini are happy and healthy and smiling and loved. Hopefully as Tumaini expands, more and more of those kids can leave Nairobi Children's Home and join the Tumaini family.

Another great day we had was the Saturday before we left, which was also a week before the baby rescue center opened. Eunice decided they should have a celebration for the completion of the construction of the building. So that morning while we were probably once again juggling the soccer ball in our yard, we see this bus roll in to the Shamba...

The kids were all just stacked on each other. Everyone came that day: all the kids, all the aunties and uncles, all the construction workers and farm workers, etc. For most of the day, a lot of the people there, including the older Tumaini kids, did some more cleaning and landscaping stuff. But most of us just played with the kids all day.

The coolest part of that day was when everyone first got there, and everyone stood at the front of the rescue center and they all started singing praises and celebrating that God had given them this place.

That's Eunice in the visor, and her daughter has the pink braids. It was just a really cool moment to watch, and to praise God along with them.

That day I got to spend a lot of time with another one of my good friends Issa.

We were drawing that day. Issa is about 7, and we became good friends about halfway through the trip. He learned my name, but then always asked me my name again. He also played soccer with us, and I loved hearing him yell my name on the field too. Issa was just kind-of mesmerized by us. We would walk in, and he would just stare. It was really funny. I love Issa, he's great.

Later that Saturday, we had a big celebration meal. The men had slaughtered a cow and cooked it up for us, so we ate beef and rice and cabbage with our hands all together. It was a great experience.

Well I've left a couple important kids out. Sophie and I had two boys that we spent a lot of time with, Uncle Charles and Peter. Uncle Charles is actually only 3, but Eunice had an Uncle named Charles so they just decided to call him that. The four of us were in a best friends club.

That's Peter in the KU hat and Uncle with me. We loved these two kids. Uncle Charles would typically be found either in my arms or Sophie's, and pretty much everyday would fall asleep in one of our laps.

He was way cute, and didn't really speak a word of English. I will probably always remember little Uncle Charles finding me out of a crowd of people and reaching his arms up to me to be held.

I don't know how you could ever resist, I love that little guy. Peter was awesome too, he had the cutest little voice and actually spoke a lot of English for only being about 4. Sophie taught him to say, "Sophie and Amanda are my best friends," and it was really cute. Peter also had a pee pants problem though, so you always had to be careful about picking him up, as Sophie discovered one day.

Yep, that's our pee pants Peter. Love him.

Well I could go on and on about the kids. They were all so great, and I hope I don't ever forget them...I don't think I will, they were way too awesome.



Transformation

I have so many more stories to tell--about visiting the slums, about funny things the kids did, about cool church services with awesome choirs, about encouraging words from the people we met, about Barry puking out the side of the van, the list goes on. But I feel like this is getting long enough, and I still need to make sure I talk about what we've taken away from this experience and why we even went.

Throughout the trip we studied the book of Luke and discussed it in team meetings, led by Mr. Rick Gager. From the beginning, I noticed how often Jesus did something and the people were amazed. I challenged the team to be amazed by the work of Christ. I feel like sometimes we forget to give credit to Jesus for the work he does in people's lives and in this world everyday. So several times throughout the trip I asked everyone to answer the question, how are you being amazed by Jesus?

Well, here's my answer. I am amazed at the work of Christ in Tumaini. It truly is an incredible organization, founded by an incredible woman. Before the trips this summer when we were having our "mission training" I guess you could call it, we talked about doing justice versus just doing service. As in, service is just giving someone water and justice is finding out why they need water and building a well or something.

Tumaini is an organization through which Jesus is bringing justice. They don't just merely give kids a roof over their heads and a couple meals. These kids receive better love and care than I would have ever expected. They are happy and healthy. The many of them with HIV are given proper medication so that you would never know which ones have it and which don't. Because of how well they are raised and the support that Tumaini receives, several of these kids will have an opportunity to go to college, or even just to high school, that they probably would never have had without Tumaini. The best part is, these kids are growing up understanding that Christ is their Savior, and being encouraged daily to follow Him.

To that I say, Bwana Asifiwe, Amen. That's Kiswahili for Praise the Lord.

Finally, throughout the trip, I felt like this one phrase kept popping back into my head: Let your lives be changed. This is another thing I asked the team to think about and consider, especially near the end of the trip. God is in the business of transformation, and I believe that through an experience like this, we need to seek what it is He wants to teach or in what ways He wants to change us.

Some members of our team realized they wanted to invest more in their relationship with God, others were encouraged by the relationships we formed with people there and wanted to take that back with them. The lesson that most hit me is one that has been on my heart for the past couple years. Through reading Luke and seeing the lives of the people in Kenya, I realized again that I want to keep working to live more simply. I continually remembered that phrase, "Live simply so others may simply live."

I want to live a simpler life. Jesus lived a simple life. The kids at Tumaini live a simple life. Why do I think I need so much stuff, so much complication, so many plans? I just want to enjoy people and enjoy God. Easier said than done, but that's what I'm going for.

I was amazed on this trip. I believe God worked on my heart in ways that I won't even really realize or understand, and that's awesome. I just love that we can go around the world and meet all these new people and still worship the same incredible God.

As I look back on this whole trip, all I can do is give all credit to the Lord for leading and guiding every step. I may have been the "leader," but I was only able to plan and lead any part of it by the grace of God. This trip was not about me teaching some kids about serving others, this was about God transforming all of our lives.

Well that seems to be enough. Like I said, I have a lot of other stories to tell, so just ask! I also want to take a moment to say thank you so much to all of you who supported us on this trip whether that was financially or in prayer or both. I really really appreciate you wanting to help make this trip possible, and I really do consider that you were a part of this experience too. God works through a lot of people to accomplish his purposes.

All I ask in closing is that you remember Tumaini and remember the work God is doing there. And maybe think about being a part of that too! Because they are da bomb.

Bwana Asifiwe! Amen.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

saturday adventure?

Ok, so it's been awhile. A three month while. My bad. I'm not even sure if people will check this again, but apparently Joe Kingry does seeing as the first thing he said to me after no communication for like 6 weeks was something about how I needed a new blog.

Props to my man Joe by the way. He just started the journey of becoming a pararescue jumper for the military. I'm still not quite sure what that all involves, but I'm proud of you Joe! Gotta love the Kingry family.

Yeah I took that from Ev's facebook. I may or may not be sucking up to Joe right now seeing as he is tateblog's biggest fan.

Anyway, if you do still enjoy the tateblog, you better tell me. Because I thought about just quitting recently. Everyone's all into twitter now. I gave it a try, and I'm still on it, but I'm not that into it. I think I don't get it really still. Plus everyone seems to be on facebook now, so they can see all my pictures there. My photos seem to sum up my life pretty well.

But here I am, I have barely had time to stop and breathe lately, much less unpack from my trip to St. Louis that I returned home from over a week ago or fold my laundry that has been sitting in the basket for about two weeks or do the dishes that are a result of kids being at my house practically every night this past week. So am I doing all that now? No, I am choosing to update the poor neglected tateblog. All those household chores can wait.

Seriously though, I have been managing to fill about every minute of every day lately. So to sum it up, here is the run down of things I have been enjoying lately:

1. Graduation and graduation parties (that's right, they're still happening).

I can't tell you how many free meals I've gotten lately as a result of graduation parties. It is so great. I think I went to almost 20 total. I don't know, I lost count.

Graduation was good times. I can't believe my little Sophie is all grown up, that's for sure. For those of you who lost track, I moved into Sophie's house at the beginning of her freshman year. She quickly turned into my little sister and lately has turned into my best friend here in Arvada I would say. So that's cute. Plus I got to spend lots and lots of time with the whole Wysocki family when they were all here. That was a great week.

And even though graduation was a few weeks ago now, the parties continued into this weekend. Today was Barry's, and I would have to say it was probably the best. The food was bomb, and then we got to play in the gym at Ralston Valley which included several games of dodgeball and a long game of soccer. Wow, it was great. Which leads to the next thing...

2. Soccer.

Last week I played a game of soccer Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. I am playing in both an outdoor and an indoor league, and it is so much fun. Especially now that my ankles are getting better. In case you missed that whole fiasco, I minorly sprained both my ankles in a week in April, one on a trampoline, the other on stairs. And then I kept hurting them in soccer. And then it got to the point that everyone I know pretty much knows about my bad ankles, and anytime I do anything active, several people are bound to yell "Tate be careful your ankles!!!" That happened today many times.

Anyway, I went to physical therapy, got some stretches to do, and now they are getting better!! And I love playing soccer! Moving on...

3. My beeeeest frieeennnnnds

That's how we say it. And by my best friends I mean the people I have been spending all my time with lately: Sophie, Ben Zuehlsdorff, Barry Gager, Leo Marcelo, Rachael SaBell, and then some others but those are the staples.

There's a few of us there. Anyway, we hang out constantly it feels like. And then we sing songs about our days together, like a little number called Saturday Adventure which you can see on the facebook because it wouldn't upload here. But that song happened late one night whilst we were planning out an entire day of hanging out at different events. I love people this age because they like hanging out constantly. And so do I.

4. Leading worship in High Impact.

I put together an all-star band for the summer, and with major help from Ben Zuehlsdorff, the music sounds great. I just love working with these boys and playing music with them. This morning was especially awesome because I felt like way more than normal, people were able to really engage in worship to Jesus. I loved it. I love playing music, I love singing, I love leading others to Jesus, and I just love Jesus. And the fun part is that a big part of my job next year will be to keep overseeing the music and the worship. Sweeeeeet.

5. A recent trip to St. Louis

The highlights: Lion's Choice, Carl's, my mom buying me stuff, CARDINALS GAME (and they won), Ted Drewes after Card's game, par 3 golf slash golf lesson with Gar-man, Penn Station, and of course, hanging out with the fam--my little cousins and big cousins and aunts and uncles and Poshaks and parents. A whole lot packed into three days. It was great.

6. My best friend Jen.

I just love her. I am constantly calling her or emailing her with all my life issues, and she always listens and cares and makes me feel much better. And I am so missing being at camp with her right now. Jenny, I would be lost without you!!! Speaking of Lost, wait a minute guys....where are we?

7. Kenya preparation.

Ok, I'm gonna be honest. I'm a little nervous and stressed about this Kenya trip. We leave in SIX DAYS!! So many details, but after encouraging words from others, I totally trust God and that he is taking care of us and that this trip is gonna be awesome. Wow. I can't wait!! So, naturally, I will write another blog, and it will be about that. Please please please pray for me and us and everything!! Here we go...

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

old-school rap and life

The human memory is amazing. No way that thing just happened by chance.

A couple nights ago I was procrastinating, and I found some old CDs that I listened to in high school. One of my favorite ones was a mix called, "Mint? Mix," which was songs I took from Ellen Wright's CD collection (the title comes from this one time when Ellen kept forcing me to eat mints from the Olive Garden. Mmmm....Olive Garden). Mostly rap--some Nelly and Bone Thugs and Sisqo, and then a couple Phish songs and some other random stuff. But anyway, the point of this story was that today I was listening to it in my car, and when one of the songs ended, I started singing what would be the next song on the CD. I was pretty shocked. How could I do that, after not listening to that CD in at leasst six years?? That's nuts.

So all that to say, I've been enjoying some turn of the century rap lately. I miss that stuff, and I miss listening to it while driving my Prelude. Those were the days.

By the way, sorry I haven't been keeping up with the tate-blog. I get a little busy and distracted. But today I realized that I don't feel stressed. I can't remember the last time I just didn't feel stressed. Well, probably at home over Christmas, but that's not normal life. I mean school seems under control, church seems mostly under control, and I'm just not worried about stuff. Praise the Lord.

I feel the need to tell give an update about something from my last blog: Remember how I was real stressed about Faceplant? Well it was awesome. It all went really well, plus I got to spend some quality time joking, dancing and working with Jill, Mestro, Leo and Barry Gager. Jill went and took a nap so she missed out on this dance party/jumping picture session...

A few last comments: I couldn't have survived that weekend without Jill, I really finally bonded with Mestro and it was great, and Barry and Leo....well, they're just Barry and Leo. Gotta love them.

Recently I've busted out the Boohbah into my living room. I love Boohbah, but no one else seems to appreciate him. Everyone says "OMG that's the creepiest thing I've ever seen." Doubt it. Quit exaggerating. Please go back and read this blog from '05 to understand why Boohbah is so dear to my heart.

My greatest love in life lately is snowboarding. Let me just say, I've come a long way since the dislocated elbow incident. I ride PARK now. That makes me sound more awesome than I am. It basically means that I find the smallest terrain park and go off of the smallest jumps. Here was my first successful park jump:

It was...freakin awesome. And now I go off the jumps all the time, never without a great amount of fear though, and never without Leo yelling at me. But man, snowboarding is fun.

And now, the rest of my life in list form:

1. I went on a mission trip to Louisiana. I worked with a group of people who were all much older than me, and most were Canadian Mennonites over the age of 60. But no, Gar-man, they did not just ride on horses. And, yes, I used a nail gun.

That's my Canadian friend Bill. He taught me everything I know.

2. I got to revisit my NOLA home. It looks so so different. Wow, I didn't even recognize the place after not having been there for 3 years. It was crazy. But also, I got to experience my first Mardi Gras with Dani poo.

Check out all my beads!! And contrary to popular belief, you don't actually have to do anything inapprop to get them. The parade people just throw them at you. Although one of my friends did warn me and said he didn't want to see me end up on youth pastors gone wild.

3. I love my small group. We're reading the Shack and it's awesome.

4. I'm ready to wear shorts and white v-neck tees again.

5. I can't wait until Daylight Savings this weekend.

6. I've been watching through Friends in order, and the other day I watched an episode I had NEVER seen. I still can't believe it.

7. I spend a lot of my free time hanging out at Max and Andy's. And now Tim lives there too. I think maybe they use me for my Netflix, because they use my account on X-Box live. But we watch a lot of movies. But they also pwn a lot of noobs. If you don't know what that last statement means, you don't want to.

8. I should go to bed because I have class in the morning. Right.

9. I saw Cop Out with Amanda Stooke and we laughed A LOT. We love Tracy Morgan.

10. ROCK CHALK JAYHAWK!!! MARCH MADNESS BABY!!!